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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

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haix, so sian.. i reali hate things to turn out tis way.. i reali dunno wat to say cos both sides haf their own reasons.. im like the cause of it.. well, sometimes i dun understand alfred too, mayb its the generation gap we've got. haf to admit it lorx haix..

i hope n wanted to treat everyone equally, i dun wanna be a zong se qin you person. well, i cant gif up my frenx cos of him and i cannot gif him up cos of my frenx too, wat can i do? erm, maybe 3 days reserved for ville n 3 days for him? dotx hahax, made me so confused.. actuali i wanted to join ville in all outing n slackings, tats wat i hope too.. if still, they cant agree with each side, n i reali haf to make a choice, ville666 is wat i'll choose.. i understand tat its our last yr n we will have little time to gather in future n they hope tat i could join them.. well, me too.

karen said tat i could find a better guy, left me in deep tots.. i've been thinking; i wan no one else.. if we reali go seperate ways, i wont ask for much but to shou hou by his side bahx haha. i wont want another rel. if possible, its so tiring mann.. fcuk. mayb single life will suit me better yea?! single life rawks rite? hahax.. haix..

lastly, hey guys.. im reali very sorry yea? pls forgive me, i've made things so fucked up.. i'll try to solve it asap n start havoc with u guys yea?! sorry mann, haix.. hope u guys will understand.. im very confused, n dunno wat to do actuali..

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