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Tuesday, November 22, 2005

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i quitted poly last week.. finally out of that hellish place but im sure everyone will b shocked now.. i noe ther will b many misunderstanding right now but i find it very hard to cope in ther. my wish is to get into business course but i ended up in a 'full of maths' course.. all along in wsss, i had difficulty in maths, having slow understanding but at least it got 4 years to let me slowly understand it but in poly i had to do it in 1/2 year time. i tried to stay happy in sch but cant, its like no one's willing to study with me and teach me. and no much good friends too, or even none.. now, im out of poly but this fri im going for an interview in an admin company, hope it'll turn out fine..

if i can get the job, i'll try my best to save up for my registration in a private business school but i guess it'll b after 2 years, after i get a bike license and travelling will be much more easier for me.. for the past few weeks, i kept quarrelling with my parents bout my sch thingy but they finally gave in, i promised them to study after working.. i think no one will believe me as i might lose interest in studying in future but i noe finding a job with just an O level cert is very diff.. i wont live my life without a dip. and good job..

i noe my friends tot that its so wasted for me to quit as many of them cant get in. i noe its a pity but i find that getting in a course which im totally not interested in is truly hard to cope especially with subj. which im reali not good at. i totally had no heart to continue studying the course. i hate it and i hate going to tat school.. famous but not good.. i noe no one believe that i'll study in future as ther are live examples of friends who forsake studying and went to work which life's isnt good for them at all.. but no one understand my feelings, everytime i think of it, i feel sad.. but trust me k? i wont want to have a job with low pay, i want to lead a good life haha.. ngiap told me life is short, dun waste my life away which i wont.. i will continue upgrading myself. i noe everyone hopes the best for me, dun worry guys! anyway i felt a lot happier when im out of the sch, a lot happier when i noe im going to do things which im happy with.. sorry guys, somehow i felt i have done something sorry to u all.. i still feel so sad when i tot of everyone...

[[ cheers ]] |4:00 AM|

Saturday, November 05, 2005

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Aiya, now i finally post liaox mahx.. Haha, u guys should understand that its kinda rare for my sis to lend me her com as onli her com got internet.. But now, her com broke down and she cant live without it, so for the time being, my com was allowed to use her modem.. Just FOR the time being ONLI.. Hahahahaha.. I'll try to post more frequent la, but as my life is far too normal nowadays, i cant possibly post those 'bo liao' topics one mahx haha.. Im sure u all will be bored by it too.. Sometimes post, sometimes dun post, be secretive mahx hahaax.. Then u all will be full of expectations, hoping to see wats new in my blog and boring life... Wahahaha.. Sori ah, i noe its lame but im going crazy with my school days soon and again!!! Arggh.. Haha

Im being transferred into another new class again and i dunno if its good or bad.. mayb my frens last sem is better? or? ..... Bad, mayb its becos im all alone with all the new faces and everyday im getting quieter and quieter.. Getting dumb soon HAHA.. Oh, and just to remind u guys, do read my new post, the one before this and c wat big thing has happened to me.. Im sure u'll be pissed off too hahaha.. Take care and hope we'll have a gathering soon.. Hip hip hooray!!! =)

[[ cheers ]] |9:30 AM|

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Oh my!! wat the hell?! Arggh, made me so 'du lan' just now siak.. Me, and my two sis and their frenx actualli wanna go clubbin at Pyramid M.O.S so we travelled all the way by MRT but who knows, it actualli closed down already.. =( Haix, so outdated liaox, close down also dunno hahaha.. Worst still, when we decided to go town, i met some fucked-up teenagers in the train..

At first i already tot something was amiss when i saw two handphones(with cameras) which they're holding onto was pointing at my direction but i still cant confirm yet so i act as if nothing happened but 'suay suay' i actualli saw MYSELF in the handphone screen tat bitch was holding on!!! i was sooooo damn pissed off mann.. i believed wat i saw, cant be wrong, cos the handphone screen was so BIG, and im not 'shoot the bird' type of ppl lorx.. We're supposed to alight at Raffles Place(or City Hall) station to transfer train but i asked wei shi they all to alight the next stop instead cos i need to do some talking or scolding or watever.. As soon, i walked straight up to them and stood in front of them, they seemed shocked and crowd together immed.(as if they were studying the dust in their handphone_ HAR! HAR!) and i confronted the 2 guys and the gal.. Anyway, how can they just take pictures of anyone whom they dun even know at all, in public some more!! Thats totally ATROCIOUS!!! So fucking 'pek chek' lorx, me and wei shi started scolding them but they denied taking pics of me.. Com'on la, they even asked me to check their phones if i dun believe them but they looked so GUILTY!! And of course, they would have deleted them away.. Before that when she took the pics, i even heard the gal cried out, "Aiya! The effect is so foggy, not clear one!" Who wants a not-clear photo? Surely will delete away de lorx. And ppl like me they also wan to take pic of.. Very pretty mehx?! My elder sis and her frenx all said that the gal was so shocked and would have cried out if i were to scold them even more furiously but so? Then dun anyhow take picture lorx.. If wan my no. then say la!! Hahaha... Wat if they go edit my photo and post it on internet? Then i kanna lorx.. I'll be the 'suay' one then...... If they reali did, next time i see them, it'll be their death date.. Even if they were to become ashes, i'll remember them!!!! Hmph...

Its such a bad day for me yea? Actualli should be a happy, clubbin nite but turned out disastrous..

[[ cheers ]] |4:15 AM|