face the f**king fact that i've failed the test. all over again? indeed and i've got no more time to lose. quit and join the previous company? i would like to but i dunno how to put my words into action. like a lost lamb floating in space..
didnt even know what im thinking right now, so how do i know which step to take? my target is set but how to keep things going on, i wouldnt want to set high hopes to find myself having a greater disappointment in the end.
if i cant get an earlier slot, meanwhile i'll take riding. gonna be a lil hard but i reap what i sowed so maybe thats why i'd failed yea?
1. get what i want then
2. leave
3. get a new job
4. get a test date meanwhile
5. take up riding
while waiting
6. save up
7. work hard
8. by may 3k
9. by june aprillia 125!
so far, i'll stick to this plan then.
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