[[ life, less ]]

Friday, October 05, 2007

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i saw them, they didnt see me though. dont know why my heart paces.
i avoided that area and leaves as soon as i withdrawed my cash. didnt bother to say hi at all.
since no one bothers, why should i in the first place? which makes me look like a dumb ass few days ago..

time we've known each other isnt short. 5 years. says we're very close, treats me like a family but doesnt seem so. instead, i've come to realise 5 years of friendship is only superficial, so shallow and so, just admit it.

i dont want to pin point and blame anyone but seems like there's this someone who's making up stories and making this canal deeper and wider. just because i've chosen a different path doesnt mean u can question my character. all along im true towards all my friends and stop looking at things only on the surface.

i can announce to this friggin world, that i've come out of the box. i've chosen the boat instead of the dock. life's all about taking risks, staying at the same spot for fear of taking a step and fall down wont get u anywhere. by preventing yourself from exploring, u wont get to see life at a different way so.....

a penny for my thoughts- breaking up is better than betraying. so wat if i've chosen someone else? at least there's no need for me to lie to myself and others.

ps: if anyone's gonna lie to your partner, think twice cos u're making yourself miserable and others miserable if the truth comes to light. if u want to lie, make sure you're capable of taking it to your own grave in future. i've made mistakes too and this is what i've realised..

[[ cheers ]] |12:50 AM|