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Thursday, May 15, 2008

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im curious, to know who you're msging. cos im scared yet you don't ask why. your answer? simply becos you don't bother. you remain silent as you cant be bothered but at least you care? such as asking have i eaten? as for your ex, i know i cant compare but why cant you put in just a little bit more effort, concern and care for me? i don't ask much, do i? what have i done, why treat me in such a manner? on the other hand, it must be karma upon myself. hilarious aint it? you just simply don't care.

which girl doesnt long for assurance? who doesnt wish to feel loved? you told me you're not alfred, you cant give me the assurance and asked me to consider again, that its not too late to regret. its always the same old sentence- its still not too late to regret. then it'll be the same old answer, i wont regret. im still hanging on. just a lil bit of assurance? please?

now you tell me there's no need for you to try to speak up. to try, means to force yourself and a person is very hard to change. a couple need not tell each other everything but just some basics, is it too much to ask? thats why i say i only know you on the surface. you can happily go to jb, until rina called and say she cant get thru your phone. i called for few hours until it went thru and after probing further, then i know you went jb. again, just now its only until i ask what you're doing then i know you're out. just a msg to let me know beforehand, is it too much to ask? again?

am i being too possesive? does the problem lies with me? to you, being together means we'll be together. if not, too bad then. its quite shock and sad to hear this coming out from someone you hold so dearly in your heart, someone you love so much. you asked why do i have to love so painfully? why stick to someone like him who doesnt know or give any assurance? its becos i love you too much to let go and that i don't mind. the same old question came up again, to consider and its still not too late to regret but i'll still hang on. seriously, you're the only one i wish to settle down with so far but with all this we arent going anywhere. anyway you didnt say you want to settle down with me isnt it?

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