[[ life, less ]]

Saturday, April 11, 2009

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yes, im stupid. i gave you the chance to hurt me again. i will not let you hurt me like last year again so if this is your decision, i will leave. i just dun understand why you can bring yourself to be so harsh to me. if someone says he's on diet, who will ask if he wanna have dinner together again? now you blame me for not having the intention and blame me for being stupid. thanks for the second year of emotional torture. you're right, why must i be with you if im feeling so hurt everytime. so now, i choose to end it all. im not sweet to you? how good am i as a gf? so im actually all shit, you think im shit. cos you're always the one who msg me first? so you're gonna condemn me and forget bout all those i've done for you? im not sweet at all, let it be if this is what you think. its such a laughable relationship.

i was expecting the bangkok trip to be a very happy one but we're quarrelling almost everyday. showing one kind of a face to me as if i did something wrong and i deserve it while von and jackson is enjoying every single bit of each other's presence.

[[ cheers ]] |10:40 PM|